one hundred thirteen

A day that I will always remember...

we had just got back into town and were heading to Mass, we were Eucharistic Ministers that night...

When it came time for the consecration I felt my first QUICKENING, it felt like butterflies caressing the inside of my stomach. It was amazing and startled me all at once that I said OH as it was silent in church...

A day to remember as little Schnell made his/her first movements in the presence of the Eucharist :)

today's cravings: mac 'n cheese and still those baked potatoes

today's goals: to stay positive in the face of struggles

one hundred nine

well I can't say that it has been easy, but things are getting better. I haven't been as sick, my skin doesn't have that GREAT glow that they talk about, and I'm using makeup to cover up the dark circles under my eyes.

I keep being told that it will be all worth it and I know now that soon it will begin to seem that way.

today's cravings: baked potatoes w/ butter, cheese, and cottage cheese; glasses of milk; soy nut butter and jelly toasted sandwiches (on the cheap white bread)

today's goals: being lazy, read as much as I can, and continue to be positive