one hundred nine

well I can't say that it has been easy, but things are getting better. I haven't been as sick, my skin doesn't have that GREAT glow that they talk about, and I'm using makeup to cover up the dark circles under my eyes.

I keep being told that it will be all worth it and I know now that soon it will begin to seem that way.

today's cravings: baked potatoes w/ butter, cheese, and cottage cheese; glasses of milk; soy nut butter and jelly toasted sandwiches (on the cheap white bread)

today's goals: being lazy, read as much as I can, and continue to be positive